User blog:Mystical Trixter/Yet another absence

I'm not really sure if I need to explain this one too much, but I will.

Basically I've been extremely depressed and stressed out lately, with everything in life, here included. I'm always being needed due to being a mod, which means on top of everything else I have next to no time for myself, I'm constantly working on something for someone. I just really can't take much more work right now. That is one reason I didn't help much during the Maven situation, one of the many reasons, but that's irrelevant right now. All these stress from everything in life is wearing me down, and now I'm actually sick from it, I feel weak, my head and stomach feel awful and overall I just can't do much of anything, I'm scared I'll have a heart attack from it at this rate. So Jason and some others have suggested taking a break to just calm down and get things situated, since I'd like to stay a mod.

For now, I'm going to be taking a week off starting today, Max and Matt can manage my account while I'm gone in case a mod is needed when Dwas/Wachow isn't available, or a higher up, I suppose. While I still want to talk to you all this is for the best. If I am REALLY needed for something, or there's something I MUST know you can Skype me I suppose, just make sure it's not gonna make my stress even worse. I'm sorry it has to be this way, but I don't see much else I can do for right now. Hopefully when I return maybe even my depression lately will have deteriorated a slight amount.

Regarding the tourney verses against Tiger, even if some part of me just wants to drop out I will not. I have Skype'd Max my verses and he can upload them for me. I thank him in advanced.

Also, sorry I've been a failure at my duty to make you all happy lately.

But with all this said, see you guys Halloween, I suppose.