User blog:TKandMit/Reality

Hearing the news brings the painful truth

Takes you by surprise and makes you blue

Crazy, stupid, bullshit you heard

Makes me lose it every time it's blurred

Every time it's another stupid rumor

Hit by a shooter, looking to the future

Your pal that's like your brother gets murdered

In broad daylight, police refuse to look further

Don't give a fuck what happens to you or her

No one gives a fuck since you're not getting heard

My best friend in the whole world was shot and over he keeled

It was some bullshit like an argument over a drug deal

Some motherfucker dealin' weed out of his automobile

I rap about horror and murder but this brought me the real

Real fucking shit that happens and you don't notice

Mit was ignorant, in for it, it tore him apart, I know this

I know it sounds like I need help, why didn't I mention this before?

I swallowed my pride and kept it in my core, apart from me it tore

I don't know anyone to tell this story, it's painful

''It makes ya hateful, insane's ya. It's disdainful''

Wish I could be faithful or grateful, no, it's straight up betrayal

I'm shameful, it's disgraceful when I try to act all playful

It's eating me up inside, my best friend fucking died

Why oh why, fucking why, he was the nicest guy

He had my pride, through me through this rollercoaster ride

Loop-di-loop, aye, it's fucking awful homicide

Why'd this guy have to go out and get killed?

I can't believe it still, when I heard it, I shouted "Fuck you, Bill

Don't joke about that shit!" It's true, it threw me through a thrill

I'm fucking drunk and shit right now, goddammit I'm ill

I'm displaying it all angrily, it's a travesty I can't be fathoming

A casaulty causing catastrophe, goddammit, me!

''Why are you in a grave? There's no rationality''

Taken young, this profanity's driven me to insanity

If I ain't said it yet, this time it's a reality

Actuality bites like a bitch with this reality

It's taking me time to accept the reality

''Anthony's gone. That's the everlasting reality''

''Please take it from me. There's no escaping reality''

''It's an asshole. Fuck you. Damn you, reality''

''Taking my pally. Goddammit this shitty reality''

''Reality. Life's a fucking bitch. Fucking reality''