User blog:RespectThePixel/A bit of a Personal Update

Oy! Haven't made a blog in a while. If, by any chance, you care about me, I'm here to talk about what's been happening with me lately. I've been grounded the majority of recently, which explains my lack of activity (I promise I'll catch up on that).

So, some of you may know about... the breakup. Some of you didn't even know I had a girlfriend. Well, I did.

Unfortunately, it... didn't work out. It went on for 7 months, 5 days, 4 hours and 31 minutes. We were in love. We still are, we're just not... right for each other. Quite a shame, too. She's a beautiful girl. We shared little to nothing in common, and that (combined with my overall awkwardness) led us to not being able to really have a conversation. She didn't want a relationship like that, and I'll admit, neither did I. She liked the basic fangirl things, while I liked the basic gamer guy things. We simply weren't made for each other.

She was going through some pretty bad depression around the end of our relationship, and I didn't do much to help. I couldn't make her smile. At school, she wouldn't talk to me. I assumed she was mad at me. I didn't talk to her. She was acting like she broke up with me, but she hadn't yet. I was confused and scared, I knew this was inevitable. This moment of silence between us stretched on for about 4 days before she finally decided to call it off. It didn't hurt as much, because I was expecting it.

I'm sad, but I'm also relieved at the same time. Gives me less stress, and more time to hang out with my friends (both all of you and my real life best friends). Give me a month or two, and I'll be over this.

Damn, I'm bad with girls.

Anyway, to wiki things. I'll try and be more active here (after all, I don't have a life anymore). In fact, I might try and make a few fanmade battles, but I'll still refrain from user battles until I'm certain I'll always be here. I love you guys, and I've noticed we've kind of started to drift apart. But I'm back, and better than ever.