User blog:TheBabylonianBerserker1337/Changes

My activity on this wiki will further dwindle in coming time, as it has already dwindled now.

I'm trying to better myself and become a more mature person, and the wiki can be fairly unforgiving in that regard. I was a child, but I'm seeking to become a man, and a man does not do the things I have done. I've done my absolute best to cut down on arguments, to no longer act like a totally obnoxious racist edgelord, and to no longer insult people's interests as a joke or make fun of those interests, but I still have work to do to become a better person. Past perceptions are however, seemingly hard to shake, and if that is the only lesson I get out of this whole ordeal, it'd be worth it. That lesson is part of the reason why I will be active less and less. I'm not going to leave, but you won't see me around that much because I want to keep a healthy distance from this community. I have driven a few users away from the Official Skype Group, and I regret that. I'm currently on a break from that group, but I would like to invite everyone back that my behavior has affected back to it, with an apology, and assurances that I won't do behave the same way again, provided that you give the reason if not already listed above, and it is something constructive and reasonable, and not something like "I don't like all the notifications  I get". I am currently on break from that group as well, but when I come back to it, expect me to be more mature and follow through on things I said I would. I would reach out to everyone I have had subpar relationships with, and invite them to make peace. The fact that I'm excluded from so many circles amongst the community is also pretty damning evidence that I need to change. (For the record, no I'm not talking about the other skype group as I couldn't care less about it). I would really like nothing more than to completely distance myself from my past actions, particularly the ones around a year ago when I was at my worst. For those actions and as well as my immaturity, I sincerely apologize, and I wish unlike anything other to put those days behind me and move forward as a changed person.

But yeah, if you have anything you'd like me to stop doing, or ways to suggest I shake past perceptions of myself, please tell me in the comments, just please try to make them constructive and reasonable - Thanks.