User blog:Mystical Trixter/So...

Bit of an awkward post, but it's something I've been meaning to say for a long time and don't really know how to get it acrossed better than how I have here, so this will have to do.

I'm not really the best user, I'm aware of this. I'm lazy, I'm cynical, I can be a bitch a lot and I like to give just about anybody a hard time.

Hell, I'm sure a lot of times people could think that I don't like them very much. But it's quite the opposite.

Even if I'm all the things I mentioned to the vast majority of you all, I will say that despite this I care about the lot of you, and at the end of the day consider most, if not, all of you my comerads and no you all have helped me through so much, as well as helping me become a better person.

Sometimes I feel like I really should repay you all in some way. You've all done more for me than I've done for you. Maybe I'm just selfish like that.

I want to try to better myself, and I want to finally become a good friend and good person to you guys, something I don't think I've succeeded at yet.

This is sappy as all hell, yes, but I mean every word that I speak. I cherish you people.You validate the existence that I used to see no reason for having. You're probably the first people to accept me for who I am. I must repay the favor in some fashion. True friendship isn't accomplished unless both sides are willing to make the effort to care and support the other through anything, as well as love and respect eachother.

Thank you.

My friends.

And I apologize for the shit I put you guys through so very often.

Signed, Alexa Viola Day, AKA The Daughter of Sparda.