User blog:YouTubeKorea/What I'm Going Through

I don't know what's happening to me these days. Suddenly, I feel as if every friendship I ever had was all fake. I start having suspicions with friendships with you guys. I don't know why this is happening. All this time, when a Wiki friends goes through something like this, I was always there to help them. I had an optimistic prospective in everything. But now the table's turned. I don't think I'm a proper friend to anybody. My mind gets so frustrated sometimes. Sometimes, in very serious cases, I feel like I'm a harm to everybody, and I feel leaving this Wiki is the best for everybody. Luckily, I got to my senses in almost all of the times, but in one or two, I was there, the mouse hovering over the 'Disable account' button.

Seriously, tell me, guys. Who am I to you? Am I a nuisiance? Am I a good man?

I don't know. Just don't know.