User blog:GingerbreadMeth/See you soon?

Hey guys. It's GingerbreadMeth. I need to send a message out to a few people.

First is Fire. I haven't meant to offend you. That joke was not meant to be sexist and I feel really bad about it. We used to be tight and I feel like I've been straining our friendship. I hope we can bury the several hatchets I've thrown your way.

That was the only specific. But I would like to extend an apology to anyone else I've pissed off. A6, Wonder, etc. You deserve better and I haven't been giving it.

But now for the MAIN point of this blog. I understand that I have been making you angry, but the person I'm making most angry is myself. I haven't been sleeping well, my anxiety has been eating away at me and I take it out on my friends. I'm really starting to hate myself for all this.

That being said, I'm likely going to take a break from the Wiki. Take a little time to find myself and give you guys some time to forgive me. I've been working so hard to improve myself and sometimes I throw it all away with one sentence. I need to work on my personality. I want my friends back.

So, off I go for a little while. Have a good time. I might be back in a day, a week, a month, I dunno. Just remember I'm doing this for you all and I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused.

Hopefully this will be my final apology blog.

Adiós o/