User blog:CJMaster/Pie in the Sky

I'm in my room again Dreaming that I could fly But I know that's just impossible And it's a pie in the sky Sometimes I don't know why I think of these ridiculous stuff But I guess I was just born this way Does that mean my whole life was a bluff?

I've been sitting here Leaking out tears And my mind isn't clear Because of certain fears Will I pass the test? Will I be the best? Am I such a pest? Is that why I'm being so pressed? I'm a bloody mess, obsessed with my breasts Guess that's one habit that I can't get rid of I've been trying to get used to my life But I'm still kinda cold, like a light bulb that just lit up I'm giving up I think I'll just have to keep living on like this But I'll never stop dreaming, that's for sure Cause I'm so close like a pair of lips that's gonna kiss

I'm in my room again Dreaming that I could fly But I know that's just impossible And it's a pie in the sky Sometimes I don't know why I think of these ridiculous stuff But I guess I was just born this way Does that mean my whole life was a bluff?

I'm mowing my parents' lawn Up until the crack of dawn It's a shame that they control me Like a chess player controls his pawns I'm not saying my parents are evil But I'm not saying they're really nice Everytime they buy something expensive They leave it on me to pay the price I watch Doctor Who And hope everyday that I'll be his new companion But it's just a 50-year old British drama And I'm too busy writing a report on the Grand Canyon Okay, maybe I don't have to live this way Maybe there will be a day where the nerds can play Tick tock tick tock and time goes on Nothing happens; but I'll still pray

Everybody tells me When you're in trouble, say 'Help me' I've already said it like a hundred thousand times And yet nobody comes to pay my fee See? I'm hopeless, just leave me alone One more lecture and I think I'm gonna die Why am I so pessimistic? It's because unlike you, I know

IT'S JUST A PIE IN THE SKY.