User blog:SierraStalker/Some Apologies

Hello, ERB Wiki Users. As you know by now, my name is Laura Verine, otherwise known as my username, SierraStalker, and over the years, I've been a major cunt.

Take these, for example.

Insight of me being rude to multiple people today, I'd like to issue some long past due apologies.

All My Wiki Spouses
I want to thank all four of you for dealing with my bullshit. Most of you I got annoyed with and started to ignore. None of you deserve that. You're all the most kind, caring, and generous people I've ever met. You've loved me more than me and anyone in real life ever has. Thank you all, and I'm deeply sorry.

All of My Wiki Friends, which would be all of you.
I want to apologize for everything I've blamed you guys on. I know from this point on that whenever I have a problem that it's my fault and my responsibility to fix it. You guys, regardless of my rude behavior and linear maltreatment towards you throughout the years, still tolerate and talk to me. You still support me and encourage me to go, even when I believe that all hope is lost. I don't know what makes me so special, but I thank you. You all show true kindness. I apologize for all of my actions.

Lexi
You have tried helping me through this long period of depression, regardless of your suffering, and what I've done for you is basically nothing, if anything. I don't deserve you, and you don't deserve to be treated so terribly. You can do a trillion times better than me. I'm so glad everything worked out for you. If you do not wish to speak to me anymore, I understand. I can say without doubt that you are the best friend I've ever had, and I still treat you like shit. I'm so sorry...

Tkid
No one knows, but earlier I PMed Tkid, and he tried to encourage me. I unproudly admit I got rude and snarky with him, despite his efforts to help me in my discouragement. He also does not deserve this. While he was discouraged, I did my efforts to try and lift his spirits back up, in what I think was success. What I want him to know through this apology is that he is kind due to his attempt to cheer up and encourage me, and that what I did was rude, due to everything that's ever happened.

Conclusion
Sorry, lengthy paragraphs are lengthy.

I don't know why anyone here still communicates with me, but I'm certainly glad they do.

I love you all, but you don't have to love me.

~Laura