User blog:MrAwesome300/A Parade of Lies

hoo BOY well let's start off this blog the same exact way I started off my last one. I mean my last one.

http://epicrapbattlesofhistory.wikia.com/wiki/User_blog:MrAwesome300/Yep,_it%27s_time

I quit last year because I was a whiny little bitch back then, frankly. I looked at the minor stuff I didn't particularly find pleasing just because it didn't benefit me, the days of begging for modship and begging for people to hate Ximena. Look at this mopey ass blog and allow me to break down every aspect of why I was wrong. While it was true that the wiki wasn't what it once was to me and that drama and sockpuppets dominated the wiki - it's always gonna be like that everywhere. I've learned a lot this year personally and on the web looking back that I can't hold on to the past and I need to deal with change. Change is the best thing for the wiki, it shouldn't need to be the best thing for me. Shoop's gone, I loved him as a friend, but just because one guy I thought was great is gone doesn't me there isn't going to be another Shoop. He'll always be a great user and a great friend, but he's not the only one. Looking back at the comments there were people who really cared about me leaving, people who got angry and know it was a dramatic entrance when I "visited" occasionally in chats when I got bored on Drawception, and to them I say I'm sorry I lied. I knew I was going to come back sometime but I was so determined at the time, plus I was anxious to see reactions if it was really the last time. I'm sincerely sorry for faking you out. I won't be as active as I once was and I'm not looking for a role here, I'm looking to be a friend and an ERB fan like all of you here. I also apologize to Ximena, my once mortal enemy of sorts here, muhahaha so evil, even though we all know how it resolved, I was never right or the good guy to anyone who thought I was. I was jealous and I once again deemed someone undeserving of a role they were deserving of for a good while. I'm so damn sorry to all of you, I don't want to be a whiny little bitch anymore. I look back at that fucking blog and laugh my ass off at the dramatic storytelling I portrayed there. I'm sorry once again. I'm back, bitches.