Thread:Joeaikman/@comment-5455120-20170212195831

I knew that if I saw myself in the list of users still alive I’d expect myself to either forfeit the game or make it farther than 143rd place, which by means having to make it 7/10 of the way through the game, unlike what happened in the previous hurt/heal game, otherwise I’d be fucked, first I decided to keep a low profile knowing nobody would (ahem) “notice me” in the list of users, I picked a good moment to request to forfeit when Trixter decided to go after me to try and eliminate me, it was at this moment that I knew, I was fucked, I wanted to forfeit the game so no one would get any kill on me, but because you didn’t allow me to forfeit, there had to be another way for me out of the game, my next plan was for me to be disqualified from competing the game by getting involved in an argument, and Neo started the best one where I would try to be disqualified from the game, that is until you foolishly said to me you would heal me to keep me in the game, that was where I had a change of plan, and making a pretend rage blog was the first step of my changed plan, I knew some people wouldn’t take my pretend rage blog seriously, encouraging them to do the opposite of what “they thought” I wanted, and by healing me to keep me in the game, they fell for my trick, I never lost most of my sanity, and despite still having all my sanity, I’m always insane, I never really tried to lose the game, I wanted to make an improvement by getting farther than 143rd place, and here I am 1/3 of the way through the game and farther than 143rd place, and I couldn’t have done it if I didn’t trick any users into healing me, I pulled it off really good, now, I am ready to lose the hurt/heal game. 